"I would treat writing as a life passion and possibly a hobby rather than a career"

If there's anyone who's been feeling confident with their I-Search so far, PLEASE give me advice on it. My second interview has gone a little better than the first, but I still feel so strange. I feel like I'm not doing any of this right and it keeps bugging me. The fear of making a huge mistake is what keeps me caught up, It makes it difficult to get anything done at all. I know teachers always tell their students to just try their best, but it's not that easy for me I guess. It's not that I'm a perfectionist. I have nothing to go off of, no examples, I'm kind of lost. Every time I type something up to turn in to Mr. Speckels I keep thinking how it either won't make sense, or the writing is bad. All that stuff. Is anyone else having difficulties with this project? Or if not, do you have advice? Lastly, The title was a quote from my interviewee. She loves being an author and sees it more as a passion rather than a profession. For her getting paid to be an author is really just a bonus, she'd still be writing regardless. A lesson in life: pursue a career you ACTUALLY like.. something you'd want to be doing regardless if you were paid for it. Don't be one of those bitter people who get stuck with a job they hate, trying to make ends meet.. The opportunity is here, there's two more years of highschool. Make it worth something!