When Unorganization and Anxiety hit

Shyness, my greatest enemy, and other factors brought me to do an unsatisfying interview. I decided to wait until the weekend to go send my emails to Psychiatrists for my I-Search. Turns out most Psychiatrists don't check their phones or email over the weekend; there was my number 1 lesson, NEVER EVER procrastinate, even for a while on the I-Search. So I freaked out over the weekend but I had other things to do to get my head out of that problem. I wrote my questions down on a piece of paper and I even memorized them and thought I could ask questions on top of it. I checked my emails everyday in the morning after that, nope. I also checked my phone for voice mails, NOPE. I started to think I might need a extension. But at around 6 PM after I got home from practice one of the psychiatrists I called, called back while I was doing Mr. Shawn's Vocab. I froze I first got really excited. Then I started talking and told him that I meant I wanted an e-mail interview. He told me he had no time to actually do that and the only time he had was during his travel time from his office to his home. I froze, choked and didn't know what to say. I said "give me once second" , to go look for my questions. I searched for about a minute and was like @($*@. So I started to Improvise and i completely forgot everything I rehearsed for a call. The Interview literally took 9 minutes. I was so angry that I couldn't ask him any more good questions. But i got more than i thought i would've gotten. So the lesson I learned is that to never EVER be unorganized.